This goes out to every single one of those people who feel their mental
illness is ignored, disregarded. Patronized.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU HAVE YOURSELF.
I have stared at the pit of darkness inside of me, all that festering anger
and rage and desperation I ignored for years, hiding behind a computer
screen. That never works, after years of pretending to be ok, to be
alright, that I didn’t need anything or anyone to help me to get out of
myself or even my very own home, I came up to a point where, get out of
myself became get out of my thoughts, get out of my home became get out of
Can’t sleep, can’t eat. My mind making me see brutal scenes where I kill
people, my mother, my friends, my cat. My stomach closed shut, anxiety
rotting inside of it like a blood infested mess of mag